Wednesday, July 30, 2008

All I need are those shoulders to cry on.

Daddy,

So today seemed to be harder then alot of other days. I went to the dentist this morning and it's just the constant thing with people telling me how sorry they are for my loss, I start to cry.. in the dentist office.. like that's ridiculous. But I know that things will get better in time and I know that everyday you're giving me signs that keep me knowing that you'll always be there for me.

There's just so much more that I have to do in my life that I'm scared to do without you. And I'm scared that if I'm to happy that I shouldn't be.. but I know I shouldn't .. i don't know i know that i'm not making much sense I just haven't been lately.

Another thing, wow sussex was waaayy harder then i thought it would be. First thing I see when I walk in for some reason is the John Travolta picture haha which as kind of odd but it hurt to see. I spent the next two days laying in your hammock and reading just trying to keep my mind off of things. But until tomorrow daddy.

I Love you
Daddy's Baby Girl

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